Troublemaker.

Hi guys(: I know I tweeted that I'll blog yesterday on twitter the day before but you see, laziness is becoming a really bad characteristic of mine so. There's really nothing much going on for me during this June holidays except for the BSP Camp which I just recently returned from and which I'm still slightly hung over. Really looking forward to and counting down to 11 days from now though at the same time I'm not. Now, you guys must be wondering what's gonna happen 11 days from now. For those of you that actually counted and know what it is, good for you :))) but for those who don't, *MAJOR HINT* you can get me a present HAHAHA. Okay, now back to what I originally wanted to blog about.

Monday

Headed to JB in the morning with my family to shop and visit my grandmother. I initially thought I would be able to play with my younger cousins but apparently school has already reopened for them so they were either still in school or just got back from school ): It was really kind of boring at first I guess but thankfully, my baby nephew was there so I could gush over his cuteness (x100000000000). He's seriously super cute and he makes my day every single time cos the amount of innocence radiating off him is so damn influential, it reminds me of how things were like when I was younger. Someone tell me what in the world I was thinking when I said I wanted to grow up faster. Honestly, growing up isn't even half as fun as it seemed to be when I was younger. Then after playing with my nephew for a while at my grandma's house, I went out with my mum, dad and my cousin to shop though I didn't buy anything cos I didn't see anything that I like. Oh and we went to get ice-cream after that at Baskin Robins and it was so good #foodporn <3 My cousin is like the younger sister that I always wanted yet will never have. I was really close to all my older cousins when I was younger but I guess as we grew older, we start to get really busy with our own things either studying, working, etc and we start to drift apart, so now, I'm closer to my younger cousins who are all so cute and who I all love so damn much. Kind of scared that when I grow older, and when they grow older, we'll start to drift apart, and I'm kind of scared of the whole prospect of drifting apart from people though I think one part of me is already pretty numb by this whole entire 'drifting apart from people' thing. I think I'm scared of losing the people around me. Then after that we went home even though I really wanted to stay there for a few more days ): Looking forward to the next time we go back to malaysia or the next time my cousins come around to Singapore to play (:

I didn't really do much yesterday except try to complete my chinese essay and I rewrote it 3 times till I was satisfied with it. The first essay I wrote, I decided that the topic was just really boring so I changed it. The second one that I wrote, I exceeded the word limit by more than a thousand words and I decided that the ending wasn't to my liking so I changed and edited it again. And I'm really happy with how my final completed essay turned out to be like.

I just lazed around today to read wattpad, and watch my youtube videos, tumblr, eat and now blog. And I tried to complete some of my homework. Keyword being tried haha. Really hope my holidays will get better than it seems to be right now, cos it seems so damn boring at the moment and there's really nothing much to look forward to in the holidays. I hope that the outing with the girls are actually still on and maybe the trip to USS as well :/ but as for now, oh well \o/

Featuring me, my bro and my really cute cousins from 7 years ago. With much love xoxo<3

And for those of you having a really bad day, here's a picture to cheer you up cos it sure as hell made my day when I saw it HAHA. Here's to fat/cute/chubby/call it whatever you want ME (Y)

Till the next time I decide that I shall stop being lazy and blog xoxo :)