Friday, November 18, 2016

Free falling

Just a quick update //

I was like doing some reflection mid-studying and stuff cos yeah I need a break from all the econs I've been doing and I realise that my life is really full of like "what ifs" and "I should haves". "What if I had ..." or "I should have ...", and I am honestly sick of that, and sick of my own cowardice (somewhat). It's hard to go for the things we want in life, and it's hard to muster up the courage to seek what we desire, cos there's always this possibility that we end up failing. But I feel like even if things don't end up working out, and going the way we had planned for it to, ultimately, at least we gave our best, and we tried. At least, we can say that we fought for it you know?

"It's a risk to love. What if it doesn't work out? Ah but what if it does?"

Thursday, November 17, 2016

Obliteration

We were too young to know what love was -
I had built up all the walls,
and you had tried to climb across
but all you found was
thorns and glass shards of a previous hurt;
a previous love.

Time stood still,
as we stood across from each other -
our love frail;
our promises trail-ing
behind us,
memories fad-ing
and we both cried.

This love had died.

//

Our love -
to the world it burns brightly - 

But it died long ago.