It is now the end of the 3rd week of the June hols which leaves me with one last week, and I won't be studying much this week cos it's my birthday week, and I'm going out quite a few times to celebrate ((sigh)). There is really so much to do, and so little time. I really need better time management skills. I will never understand how some people are able to juggle between work and social life so well, and sometimes, I really envy these over-achievers ALOT.
Yesterday, we had class bbq and I was contemplating for a really long time as to whether I should go, or stay home to study cos I really need to buck up on my studies... but I decided to go and they "surprised" me and chartay ((and supposedly Austin who didn't turn up LOL)) with a cake and they got me the really cute bucket hat I had my eyes on when I went out with the class girls to shop that time, and a distressed denim skirt HAHAHA YAY thank u guys I lav yall alot HEHEHE. I'm really grateful to everyone who put in the time and effort to plan this event and to celebrate our special day with us, but most importantly, I think it's really the thought that counts so thank u guys!!! :)
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| Photo edit creds seem HAHAHAHA :) |
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| 203 girls minus those who are absent WEW |
Just as the bbq started ytd, I recieved a call from my mum and she was being really unreasonable over the phone and she just started screaming at me out of nowhere for no reason, and I was so angry and upset I just ran into the toilet and I was ranting to Fel, when Chew and Kath came into the toilet to see if I was okay, and I just broke down and cried and told them what happened, and when I walked out with them, Chew offered me food and I was really touched and I continued ranting to Fel ((this girl never fails to listen to me rant I swear thank God she came into my life)) and I sat there alone cos I really didn't want to interact with anyone at that time. Seem came to give me food too ((thank u seem and chew lav yall hehehe)) and Dames came to talk to me and I told him that if he came to talk to me now I might cry again so he gave me my space HAHAHAHAHA.
When I started to interact w people again after that, I was still feeling kinda upset. Thankfully, Kennee, Jr, Dames and Guang came to talk to me and tried to poke fun at me, and tease me, to make me laugh and yay they succeeded HAHAHAHA I felt alot better after that cos it's really comforting to have people care for you when you're upset, and to know that people care, and I'm super grateful to have them around in my life, and I really hope our friendship will last for many many more years to come hehehe. They never fail to have my backs when I'm upset and be there for me, and listen to me rant when I'm feeling down, give me advice (even if it's stupid advice sometimes LOLOL) and they never fail to make me laugh, albeit by doing or saying stupid things HAHAHAHA. Thank you guys✨✨✨✨ ((1 for 1 of you HAHAHAHA))
And ofc thank u Josh I'm sorry I always always push you away when I'm upset even though supposedly, I'm supposed to turn to you (ironic ik LOL - zzz at my attachment issues HAHAHAHA haiz) but thank you for always watching out for me and being there for me and for knowing right away when I'm feeling off. I love you❤
"How long will I love you? As long as the sea is bound to wash upon the sand"
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