3 weeks ago I underwent insomnia and the feeling was so horrible cos I was exhausted as heck but I just couldn't sleep no matter what and I went through that for 3 freaking days, I wanted to cry so badly but I didn't even have the energy to. Thank God I finally started sleeping better on the 4th day and my sleep cycle started returning to normal slowly afterwards.
Am starting to get a little stressed out with work and stuff cos the workload is really starting to come in, and sometimes I feel like I won't be able to catch up on my work, cos truth be told, I haven't been working as hard this term as compared to the previous 2 terms but I'm gonna spend my sept hols wisely, and catch up on all my work within this 1 week hols, cos we can do alot in a week. I've already planned out my sept hols timetable and now it's fully packed which means I won't have time for any non-work related activities until post promos, and I hope I have the focus and drive and determination to push myself to try to keep up to and complete at least 70% of the things on the timetable. I'll make this sept hols a productive one cos I really need to do well for promos.
I remember starting off this year with a note of "work hard and don't disappoint yourself or anyone around you again" to myself this year, and I really do not want to fail myself cos I think I've done enough of that over the past 4 years. The past 4 years has taught me alot in so many different aspects, and I hope I grow from all that, and become better.
// Side note from work and school and all, someone has entered my life and I hope he stays for good, cos he is so lovable and so kind and understanding; he's always ALWAYS there for me despite my rants, my worries, and me and my overthinking habits. He always listens, and he's always around - be it physically or virtually to comfort me each time I confide in him.
He is my happy pill. He injects my world with happiness and positivity, and I am so grateful for his existence.
But most importantly, I am so grateful and thankful for I am a very very lucky girl to be cared for and loved by someone like him. I am the luckiest to have him; and I love him very very very much (!!!) .
Am starting to get a little stressed out with work and stuff cos the workload is really starting to come in, and sometimes I feel like I won't be able to catch up on my work, cos truth be told, I haven't been working as hard this term as compared to the previous 2 terms but I'm gonna spend my sept hols wisely, and catch up on all my work within this 1 week hols, cos we can do alot in a week. I've already planned out my sept hols timetable and now it's fully packed which means I won't have time for any non-work related activities until post promos, and I hope I have the focus and drive and determination to push myself to try to keep up to and complete at least 70% of the things on the timetable. I'll make this sept hols a productive one cos I really need to do well for promos.
I remember starting off this year with a note of "work hard and don't disappoint yourself or anyone around you again" to myself this year, and I really do not want to fail myself cos I think I've done enough of that over the past 4 years. The past 4 years has taught me alot in so many different aspects, and I hope I grow from all that, and become better.
// Side note from work and school and all, someone has entered my life and I hope he stays for good, cos he is so lovable and so kind and understanding; he's always ALWAYS there for me despite my rants, my worries, and me and my overthinking habits. He always listens, and he's always around - be it physically or virtually to comfort me each time I confide in him.
He is my happy pill. He injects my world with happiness and positivity, and I am so grateful for his existence.
But most importantly, I am so grateful and thankful for I am a very very lucky girl to be cared for and loved by someone like him. I am the luckiest to have him; and I love him very very very much (!!!) .
"They were right when they said love is boundless;
Except, they left out the part,
where my heart would be bound to yours infinitely,
and that your taste would be left in my mouth so tenderly."
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