Monday, May 18, 2015

A little bit shining through the seams

This past few weeks have been really tiring, and I have come down to the extent where I fall asleep in class (and I don't usually do that), and I fall asleep while I'm doing my work even without knowing that I've fallen asleep sigh. JC life is really taking a toll on me, but despite all these, I feel really really blessed cos I have the best class ever to go through my JC life with me, and they make everything so so so much better.

PW group
I'm the PW rep of my class (got sabo-ed to be LOL) and so my teacher messaged me the groupings for my class, and when I first saw my group, I literally jumped out of my seat and was laughing cos I was feeling a mixture of happiness and large amounts of relief cos to me, this is a group too good to be true. Everyone in my group are people that I can get along really well with, and we're all really close to a certain extent, and I'm personally really close to like 3 of them and the other, I can talk to really well as well, except that we aren't that close. I need that A for PW so badly, and with this group, I just feel so motivated to work towards that A, and every single PW meeting that we've had is like filled with laughter, and though we digress quite alot, we are also very focussed and serious when we discuss, and we're all able to compromise with each other, and I am so grateful. Apart from being great PW members, they are also very very good friends. With every minute more that we spend with each other, I can really feel our friendship growing stronger, and it's like we're really becoming really good friends and idk but I just can't say how thankful and how grateful I am for them enough, and they make me really happy. My group is really really cute I swear hehehe

Ft. Josh, Kennee, Chartay, Me and Jierong :)




Arts Fusion 2015
That day was honestly one of the best days I've had in YJC. I felt really blessed and loved that day despite being really tired cos I was in school since early in the morning till like late at night. Joy and Yanlin came down all the way to yishun just to support me, and I only played one song, but they didn't complain about anything and they got me this lavender bouquet of flowers and I was really really happy. Then Shiying came to support me as well despite being down with a fever, like this girl deserves an award I swear and I freaking love her, and I am so glad to have gotten closer to her on the last day of OG orientation. But of course, the main highlight of all my supporters was my class, cos like half of my class came down to support us and they lied to us about not buying us any flowers when me and chartay shamelessly hinted to them (esp to my PW group) about wanting flowers. I felt really loved by my pw group that day cos the very people that acted as if buying me and chartay flowers would be a waste of their money, were the very people that created a 3-man group among themselves to decide who would buy the flowers, and the rest were ever ready to chip in. And they planned with the rest of our class what flowers to get us, and they got me and chartay and the 5 other performers from my class the prettiest red rose ever and when it was me and chartay's turn to perform, they were shouting our names so so so loudly and so many times, it could be heard throughout the entire audi, and despite my face burning, and making alot of mistakes (like rushing to my seat, sitting down when I'm supposed to stand, carrying and hugging my guitar when I'm supposed to hold it upright) cos I was really flustered by the amount of support they gave us, and despite them making me try really hard not to laugh, I felt really warm inside, and till today, the shouts and cheers coming from them are still ringing in my ears, in my head, and I don't think I could ever forget that cos that was my first ever guitar performance, and they made me feel really really happy that day.


ft. JOYYYY 
ft. Shiying hehehe




Entering YJC just a mere 3 months ago (it honestly feels like I've been there for like a year or so), I didn't know what to expect. My first day with my class after OG orientation was kinda bad cos at that time, I really wanted my OG to be my class, but thinking about it now, I'm really glad that we all separated and went to our own respective classes, cos I wouldn't ask for anything to be any different. When I first met my class, CTG103, I didn't really have that good an impression of it cos I thought that I wouldn't be able to get along with anyone from the class (both guys and girls) and my class was split into 2 on the first day (the noisy half and the quiet half, and I was obviously with the quieter half). Being a rather quiet person (when you first get to know me aka once you get to know me I'm not quiet anymore HAHAHAHA), I found the noisy bunch rubbing off on me kinda wrong and I was really skeptical about everything, and for the first 2 days with them, I didn't really talk much, and I was just using my phone ALOT. The next week came, and I remember myself starting to open up alittle to the class, trying to open up to talk to them, and idk but some way, somehow, I just opened up completely to my class, and we became really close to each other, and we're really really bonded, and I became close to alot of people in class, and I am so so so grateful. It's funny cos I have quite a few connections with some of my classmates, and Singapore is SO SMALL. I really feel that my class has been my pillar of support throughout the past 3 months cos everytime I'm stressed or feeling quite unhappy/down/angry, or when I'm feeling unwell, they're always there to support me, to encourage me, and they're always trying to comfort me, doing silly things to make me laugh and feel better, and they're always trying to make sure that I'm okay. These are the littlest things that matter the most, and I freaking love my class I swear cos they always always make me laugh so much, and they are such great friends (esp the people that I'm close to in class) who make me feel really blessed and loved, and I haven't been this happy in a while.

Thank you 103 for giving me no regrets about not doing as well in my O's and having to leave dhs cos you guys have made every single day since then so so so worth it, and I love yall so much, words are not enough to describe or encompass that love I have for you guys. I didn't know what to expect when I left dhs to yjc (as I've said so many times), but I guess it's true when they say that the most unexpected things that happen to you, always turn out to be one of the best. :')


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