Tomorrow will be a better day.

Okay, so this is gonna be like a super quick post. I just needed to get this out of my system before I start drowning in my thoughts and start feeling super angst about it that I won't be able to sleep at night. 

Firstly, today hasn't been the best day. I got back some of my results and I was pleasantly surprised for chem which is a good thing, but the other papers were just shitty cos I expected to do better for my LA and HCL but I screwed them both up which was seriously disappointing and I was disappointed to the extent that I didn't even have the appetite to eat my lunch. I think the level screwed LA up though cos the teacher who marked the paper is so strict, I was so shocked when I received my paper, especially when I expected a much better result. But nope, I'm not gonna let that discourage me cos I'm gonna think positive thoughts. And let's not even talk about Bio cos I expected to get that result so I didn't have a single feeling when I received my paper. So, I was still feeling super upset over the overall results for today and it sure as hell wasn't helping when I have FREAKING whiny people around me who were complaining about their results even though they did quite well, and they knew that I didn't do as well but is just so damn insensitive about your feelings that they couldn't be bothered?? And these certain people (or should I say a particular someone) was seriously pissing me off and it was all I could do to not ask x (let's call this person x) to shut up??? I mean seriously, x knew exactly how upset and unhappy I was, but she decided that it would be really nice to add salt to my wound and she completely rounded me up to the extent that I literally just snapped right in front of her (or everyone) and I started to cry cos x had to make me feel so freaking upset that I just broke down. Oh and guess what? The moment x knew she really upset me, she turned away and started to complain to others about how "BADLY" she did, and it's like she doesn't know that she upset me??? Or are you just simply acting ignorant. Like can you at least be a little more considerate or more sensitive to people's feelings? The world doesn't only revolve around you okay. STOP BEING SO SELF CENTERED. But okay, enough with the rants. 

On the other hand, I'm really glad and super thankful that my friends (close friends) aren't like x. Like Kelly who saw that I was about to break down so she quickly came over to comfort me and talk to me which was really comforting and it made me feel a little better. And thank you Shi Kai and Angel for trying to comfort me virtually. You guys are seriously seriously the bestest friends I can ever ask for and I'm so glad I met you guys<3

And I'm so grateful that my parents are being so understanding towards me. I know I've been quite the disappointment, but I promise, I'm not gonna disappoint anymore. Just you watch. I won't let anyone (especially myself) down anymore. I promise.

Alright, time to end my blog post and I believe tomorrow will be a better day :) xx

Think positive Li Qi. Think positive. And this applies to so many aspects. 

To you.

Please don't let me go.

Hold on baby, we'll get through this.

Hey guys((: I haven't updated my blog in what seems like forever cos I've been really busy preparing for the EOYs which is FINALLY OVER :D So now, I have more time to update my blog and do whatever I want (okay not really haha but you get my point :) ) Anyway, I shall start blogging now (:

Friday
Had my final paper for the year (Maths 2) which I think was slightly easier than Maths 1 and my poor class had Bamboo as our invigilator who was being really annoying cos when the paper ended he kept saying: "It's not over yet, I still have stuff to do/tell you all." And I was screaming in my mind like "CAN YOU JUST GET IT OVER AND DONE WITH ALREADY. I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY SINCE THE START OF THE YEAR UGH." So when he FINALLY released us, I ran to get my bag, threw everything into it, and ran out of the class to find Angel and Shi Kai, before we went to bugis to have lunch together. Had a really great day with them cos we haven't met together as a clique to have fun and talk to each other in a really long time and the only time we did meet up, was to study. So, it was a really great catch up with them :) It took us a really long time to find something to eat at bugis cos the food there was either too ex or they just didn't seem nice but we finally settled for some hongkong cafe (?) and the food was really nice and it was pretty worth it too so yeah, we were really satisfied with that meal :) Then after lunch, we went to Bugis Street to get matching bracelets (like friendship bracelets hahaha) before we window shopped at bugis junction for a little while and then we went home. And that pretty much sums up my friday which was quite a well spent and good day (:

Saturday
I went to Malaysia with my family that day cos we haven't been there for about 4 months with my brother being busy with his PSLE previously, and me being busy with school work and my EOYs, so we haven't exactly had the chance to go visit my grandmother and my cousins. So that day, we went to shop first before we took a cab to go to my grandmother's house to visit her as well as my cousins(: I had a really great day with them cos my parents decided to bring us all out to the nearest shopping center and my cousins wanted to go to the arcade to play so I explored the inner kid in me and played all sorts of weird games with my cousins and I actually had a lot of fun cos I was being really childish and stuff hahaha xD Then we went back and I saw my really cute nephew who just turned 1 and I started to play with him and he was such a cutie pie I CAN'T EVEN <3 (okay I sound like a pedo, but he's just way too cute like seriously :) ) Then my cousins dragged me to play some kiddish game that I used to play back when I was still in primary school so I was seriously seriously just being a kid that day and acting like I'm 5 when I'm 15 LOL. But basically, I had a really great catch up with my cousins cos I haven't seem them in a really long time and I don't see them that often since they stay in malaysia. I'm really hoping that they'll be able to come to my house during the December holidays cos I always enjoy their visit and I always get to go to a lot of different places when they come and visit (:

My super duper cute nephew((: <3 I had to crop my face out cos I looked damn unglam here haha

I didn't really do much on Sunday except nua at home but I finally got to watch City of Bones which is something I've been dying to watch ever since it was released, but sadly, I was really disappointed by the movie cos it's not as nice as the book ): But it's okay, I'll stick to reading the book series cos the details are much better there(: (and not to mention that I TOTALLY ship Jace and Clary :P okay ignore me haha)

And I'm not gonna talk about Monday and today since there's nothing much to talk about and the only 2 things that I'm seriously looking forward to now is tomorrow where I'll be going out with my awesome table partners :) and 2INNAE CLASS CHALET WOOHOO ((: I'm in the planning comm for 2I's class chalet along with Clarice, Angeline, Glenda, Ze Wei, Casilda, Yong Lin and Darren (I don't know if he's officially in? haha but he helped us book the chalet so yeah (: ) so it's really pretty cool and I'm really looking forward to officially start planning for the class chalet and the things we're gonna do there and I just can't wait for the class chalet cos it'll be a really good catch up with all the Innaeians (or at least with those who're going though I'm hoping that majority of the class will be able to make it) and I really really can't wait especially since I really miss that class and I've been waiting for this chalet ever since the end of the last one haha(: But as for now, I'm taking each day as it comes and I'm hoping that it won't rain tomorrow cos I'm gonna go out and have fun with my crazy table partners who are also the funniest people I've sat with in my current class (: And then 2INNAE CLASS CHALET HERE I COME :DDD

Okay I shall stop blogging now but I promise I'll start blogging more often since I have time now(:

PS. Thank you Kelly Ng for your really touching and encouraging message before the official start of EOY that really helped encourage and push me during that really stressful and tough period for me, especially when your message was really long and you took the time and effort to type that during that really busy period. I can't be more thankful and grateful to have a friend like you(: <3 Okay you most probably won't see this but it's okay cos I already told you all that I had to and needed to say, but I needed to say this on here as well cos the message you sent me came totally unexpected and I was seriously touched especially when I was on the verge of just falling apart and giving up and I was feeling really stressed up about everything, and that helped to sort of hold me together and push me to keep moving forward and it was like a really unexpected source of motivation. So thanks a lot especially since (like you said in your message) that you don't do this often for people and I know this isn't really in your personality :') And thank you Potato (Jing Ying) for sending me a few jiayou messages too to motivate me before and during the EOYs cos I told you before that I'm actually really scared and worried and stressed out for the EOYs and you listened to me and talked to me and you'll always ask me how I'm doing every time we talk which really touches me cos you're one of the few people that genuinely cares so thanks so much(: You guys are the best <3

I saw this gif on tumblr and I thought that it's really cute haha :)

And to you, please don't give up on me cos I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost you.

Almost is never enough.

HI GUYS(: I'm feeling really high now cos I just got back from a really fun trip to river safari with Karyn, Hui Yuen, Kelly Ng, Kelly Gan and Charlotte for the CIP with the primary school kids that are really cute(: (Or rather some of them are cute haha) Anyway, I'm gonna skip what happened on Monday to Wednesday and Friday cos nothing much happened and it's actually quite boring so I shall only blog what happened on thursday and today :) Let's get started.

Thursday
It's teacher's day celebration and in the morning, me and Kelly Gan had to go to 3J to find Yuki so that we can write the cards for the teachers in charge for our CCA before me and Kelly Gan rushed down to the hall for flagraising. Then after flagraising, the teachers' day concert started and everyone started getting high. We started off with an award ceremony where the principal started giving out certificates to the EAS staff and the teachers, and I thought that it was really heartwarming when they gave out the certificates to appreciate these staffs and teachers' efforts :') And it was really funny when the ceremony started cos they started playing the theme song of Star Awards and they had this Oscar awards picture on the slides hahaha. Then when they were giving out the awards, my class was just shouting LLH every single time cos we were trying to be funny, at the same time telling him that he doesn't deserve any of the awards mentioned and that we really don't like him LOL. I pity him sometimes hahahaha (or not). Then the teacher's day concert started and to be honest, I was quite disappointed with this year's performance cos last year's was a blast and I had loads of fun. I really liked the skit put up by the new teachers though cos it was so funny omg. Mr Mark Lim was being hilarious with the random head spams and body shaking and running around, I was having a really good laugh hahahaha. That was like the highlight of the day :) I liked the videos they made too, especially the news reporting and 15 types of teachers video cos they were hilarious xD After the performance, we went back to class to have some class bonding and there were lots of food there though I didn't really eat much and half way through the bonding, me and Kelly Ng went down to the SSC to collect the broader's perspectives magazine. After that, we went back to class and we started to sit on the floor and play murderer and heart attack. It was quite boring though cos it can't be compared to last year's class bonding in 2I when Clarice, Jun De, Mavis and a few others (I can't remember who sorry!) became the emcees and we started playing games and blasting music and just standing in a circle singing along, and eating haha. I really miss 2Innae so much ): BUT, we got a surprise visit from Mr Chan afterwards and I was SO excited and about 1/3 of 2Innae ran up to 3L where Mr Chan was to say hi to him and I was like "Happy Ex-Teacher's Day Mr Chan" hahahah. It was a great catch up and Mr Chan says he'll invite us to his house again next time to watch the 3 Idiots yay :) Afterwards, I was really contemplating whether or not I should go back to my primary school but I decided not to in the end cos only the guys will be at the macs near my house and no one else will be there, so it'll be pretty awkward if I had gone. Not to mention that they won't even recognise me LOL. I met one of my primary school classmate on the MRT, when I was on the way home and he proved my point that they don't recognise me anymore LOL. Not that I mind though, cos I actually like the fact that they don't recognise me. It gives me my peace :)))) So instead of going back to my primary school, I went out for lunch with Kelly Ng, Charlotte and Hui Yuen at Parkway and we had a good time together though I left earlier afterwards when they wanted to go to CBTL. It was a really great catch up with Hui Yuen cos I haven't had a proper conversation with her in awhile so I had a really great time there :) I must say that it was a rather good day that day :)

1/3 of 2Innae <3 and Mr Chan :)

Me, Shi Kai and Mr Chan :)

Lunch with Kelly, Charlotte and Hui Yuen :)

Saturday (today)
Woke up at about 8.15am this morning to eat my breakfast and get ready to go to River Safari for CIP. I took a cab down to the River Safari where I met up with Karyn and Hui Yuen and the primary school kids. They came down from Mountbatten and since I stay near the zoo (about a 15-20min taxi ride), I went on my own. Anyway, at the river safari, we played some ice breaker games outside the river safari at some open space, with the primary school kids to get to know them better and I almost lost my voice shouting at them so they could hear what they're supposed to do. Most of the kids were really cute though and I was getting pedo-ish with Hui Yuen and Karyn hahaha. We had free lunch at KFC afterwards cos the people in charge of this CIP treated us to lunch, and we met up with the Kellies who rushed down to the River Safari after their HSK test at Serangoon, half way through lunch. Charlotte came after we finished our lunch and was just about to enter River Safari so we started to bring the kids around and I started having loads of fun with them cos we were acting more like the kids hahahaha. Oh and we took a lot of pictures together (that means that I'll be spamming pics below later hehe) and I was just having a great time with them though it'll get quite irritating sometimes when the kids do not want to follow our instructions. I was being really high and happy cos I FINALLY GOT TO SEE A PANDA AND I HAVE NEVER SEEN ONE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE YAY :))) But, it was quite disappointing though cos the panda was sleeping and I had no idea where the other panda was ): But then again, we got to see the red panda which was like a whole lot cuter than the panda hahaha. Then after wards, we went to the souvenir shop just before we were about to leave the river safari and the souvenir shop had this really cool glow in the dark place where everything including yourself starts to glow! My shoe laces were glowing and my braces wire colour was like glowing as well and karyn's teeth was glowing hahahaha. We were released afterwards and I took a cab home. Even though I got a splitting headache after I got home and I was feeling really tired, I think it was a really well spent day with the kids and the girls cos I had loads of fun :)) Anyway, I shall stop blogging now and start spamming pics though there's gonna be loads of unglams hehe :)

Me, Hui Yuen and Karyn's River Safari tickets :)

Me, Hui Yuen and Karyn :))

Kelly Gan, Hui Yuen, Karyn and Me :) picture credit to Kelly Ng :)

The lazy sleeping panda LOL

Okay here comes the unglamness hahahaha x)

Kelly Ng, Karyn, Charlotte and Me :)

Super cute boy that doesn't know how to smile haha but this just makes him cuter :)) Okay I'm being pedo don't mind me hahaha

Favourite pic of the day cos we all look glam and it's taken with 1/6 of the kids :D

ALL EYES ON HUI YUEN XD

Glow in the dark section that's super cool!! :)

Spot the other cute boy hehe :P

Glowing $10 note LOL

And our glowing shoes without Kelly Ng cos her shoe can't glow HAHAHA

The whole crew: Kelly Gan, Me, Kelly Ng, Charlotte, Karyn and Hui Yuen :)

If you made it this far through the unglams and spammage of photos, I applaud you :)) Anyway, I shall end of this blog post now so till then xx :)

Ps. This was supposed to be posted yesterday, but I got interrupted and was forced to stop blogging LOL so I continued it today but the date of post is still 7th sept instead of 8th sept :)

But know that we're not alone.

Hi guys(: My com is finally fixed so I can finally update my blog again! Just checked when my last update is and I realised that it was about 2 weeks ago and I'm so sorry for the lack of updates. I've been really really really busy (I say that every single time I start my blog post but that's the truth) and I had 2 tests this week. Do you realise that every single time I blog I mention that I have tests? This is how interesting my life is lol. Anyway, this week has been a pretty terrible week with all the tests (bio and chem) both which I think I screwed up but I shall leave that for below, so let's get started anyway :)

Monday
I started off the day with E.Lit then chem afterwards where I had to listen to LLH drone on and on about his oh-so interesting mole concept. I was really depressed that day like "depressed" cos the VMAs was playing live at home while I was in school listening to LLH so during the whole chem lesson, the only thing running through my brain was "Someone please tell me what I'm doing here!! I WANNA GO HOME AND WATCH THE VMAS" LOL. But anyway, I can't really remember what happened that day except that I went to the canteen with Charlotte after school to get some food before BSP starts. We met up with Karyn afterwards outside the auditorium toilet which the school just newly renovated cos she had CCA when me and Charlotte were at the canteen, before going to the library together and start hobo-ing around at the bean bag area again haha. Afterwards, we went to BSP and the BSP teacher seemed really tired and so the whole lesson was just really boring (again) before we went home together.

Tuesday
I can't exactly remember what happened that day except that I had PE on that day and I was being tested for my skills on floorball. I think I did pretty okay except for the dribbling part though I still managed to dribble it to the other end so I think I passed the PE assessment. But then again, it's only PE so it wouldn't really matter if I failed anyway. Had CCA that day and me and Kelly Gan had lunch together before going up to 3H to meet the rest to make the teacher's day presents for our CCA teachers. We made pencil holders and I must say that the end products turned out to be really nice :) Afterwards, we headed to Peace Connect to tutor the kids there.

Wednesday
Again, I can't really remember what happened that day but I do remember that it's a 4.15 day and that's one of the rare wednesdays that I finally got to go home at 4.15 cos the previous wednesdays were all occupied by stupid LLH and we could only go home at around 5.30 and so I was in a pretty good mood that day since we didn't have to see LLH's face :))))))) LA Lecture was really amusing cos Ms Soh is such a sarcastic teacher and her sarcastic remarks really amuse me and I was laughing so much with Jing Ting and Fu Yi and there was this part where Ms Soh accidentally said the guys from 3D when she meant 3C and since there was only 1 guy from our class, Justin literally jumped from his seat HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Funniest moment EVER. After wards, I went home with Shi Kai and we met Charlotte at the traffic light before Mountbatten MRT and so we took the MRT together. I was at Mountbatten when I realised that I left my ez-link card and earpiece pouch under my table ): but thank God Charlotte was with us and she told me that Hui Yuen and Karyn were still in school so she helped me call them to get them to help me keep my pouch :) It was a terrible ride home from Bishan after me and Shi Kai parted ways though, cos I don't have my earpiece with me and it felt so weird not being able to blast music into my ears while on the way home :/

Thursday
It was a really terrible day cos I was feeling really stressed out by the 2 tests that we were going to have that day. We took Bio first and I worked really hard for that but I still feel like I screwed that up so I think it took quite a toll on my confidence level (not that I had any in the first place) and I started panicking for chem which was right after Bio and I was so close to hyperventilating. LLH coming over to ask me if I think I revised okay and giving me that "you better not fail again" look didn't exactly help my case. What an asshole. But I was really comforted that Kelly Ng asked me if I was okay after LLH left cos at least someone noticed my discomfort lol and I felt really stressed. And I'm pretty sure that I'm gonna fail chem cos I blanked out during chem after my panic session that broke out right before the test wtf. But well if this is what is going to take the school to realise that our class is a really failed experiment from being LLH's guinea pigs as his only year 3 class, and to get rid of him from being our teacher, then well, it's pretty worth it seeing as I can't do chem anyway. To conclude, LLH sucks and I would flip if he's my teacher again next year. But enough of the rants :)

Friday
The year 3s had to arrive in school earlier than the rest to do some survey which was really stupid cos they were just prompting us to give the politically correct answer and I was telling Fu Yi and Justin how we should all have just chosen "I do not consent doing this survey" from the very start LOL but I had a good laugh laughing at the survey questions with Fu Yi cos some of them were just pretty amusing haha. After the survey thing, we had flagraising in PAC and then DHRP symposium began and we had a talk by some external speaker and I was laughing at the way the speaker was speaking cos he ends his sentences like "blah blah blah BLAH blah." (read the word in caps at a higher tone). And me and Fuyi were like betting how long it will take for Justin to fall asleep and none of us won cos we both betted that he would fall asleep immediately after the talk starts but surprisingly, he only fell asleep towards the end of the entire session hahaha. After the talk and the level briefing, we went for our concurrent sessions before we were released for recess. My concurrent session ended 15mins earlier than the rest so me and Kelly Gan rushed to the canteen to buy our food. But before that, we went to the toilet at the auditorium. So I mentioned earlier that the auditorium toilet was just newly renovated and it's pretty high tech seeing as it has high speed hand dryers and automatic taps but I ABSOLUTELY DETEST THE AUTOMATIC FLUSH. Let me tell you why. So as I was about to leave the toilet cubicle, I wanted to take out the DHRP symposium booklet from my pocket cos it made me feel really uncomfortable and as I was taking that out, one of my $1 coin dropped on the floor and the other dropped into the toilet bowl like WTF. And just as I was about to check to see if that's my $1 coin, the automatic flush went WOOSH and my $1 coin got flushed away. In that moment, I didn't even know if I should laugh or cry omg. So now, I absolute detest automatic flushes LOL. (It's not like I would have picked that $1 up or maybe I would, but still.) After DHRP we had 1 period of Bio and ACE before we ended school. Me and Kelly Gan headed straight home without having lunch and that's like the first time I reached home so early this whole term and I just felt a lot less stressed up for once :)

Today (saturday)
Had tuition this morning and I got pretty pissed with my tutor cos I forgot my maths concepts from 2 terms ago and I haven't been revising my work and she actually asked me what's wrong with me in like a really accusing manner and I was so tempted to be like "You wanna know what's wrong with me? EVERYTHING cos I've had so much going on this term that I haven't exactly had the time to take a breather and the only time that I was able to do so was yesterday cos most of my tests finally finished so can you at least understand or do you need some further explanation to know WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?" But I held it in cos I was being nice :)))) (yeah right). But that was towards the end of tuition so after she left I was alone at home and I started to blast music to calm myself down and I felt better afterwards and I took some time to do the 20 facts thingy that has been trending recently and that Michelle tagged me to do on instagram :) Go check it out on my instagram account, @killerdreams_ , guys :) (you get to know 20 facts about me and that's pretty interesting right? HAHAHAHA okay probably not LOL.)

Anyway, I shall end off my blog post now since I'll be going out soon. I think I'll blog pretty soon again since the only test I have left (YES I STILL HAVE ONE MORE) is LA Arugumentative essay next week and that doesn't require me to study for, and the sept hols is coming really soon! I still can't believe that Term 3 is coming to an end soon cos this year is passing by so fast that it just feels like yesterday when I entered 3D. Everything seems so surreal. Oh and I'm actually thinking if I should go back to my primary school this year during teacher's day though I don't think I'll go back since I don't actually enjoy going there? But we'll see. Till then xx :)

Ps. Go listen to the cover of Let Her Go by Passenger done by Tyler Ward and Kurt Schneider! It's really amazing and it sounds so much better than the original, and the lyrics are pretty nice too (:

Well you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missing home

Only know you love her when you let her go 

Staring at the ceiling in the dark

Same old feeling in your heart

Cos love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep

But never to touch and never to keep

Cos you loved her too much and you dived too deep.

We're the kids our parents warned us about.

Hi guys(: I haven't updated in a really long time cos I've been so busy and I had 4 tests this week so I used a lot of my time this week doing and completing my work, as well as revising my stuff so I haven't really been able to stop and rest or blog for that matter. And I finally have the time to do that today since it's FRIDAY so I shall start now haha :)

Monday
I started off the week really well and everything really went quite right for me that day and for once I actually felt that this year's gonna become slightly better, since almost every week this year has been really terrible and I finally started off the week right(: Had BSP that day and there was this talk by an external speaker so it wasn't as terrible as the other BSP lessons though I still almost slept and we were released late. But I was really determined to not let little things like this ruin my day or week so yeah it was a good day overall :)

Tuesday
Had CCA that day and there were only 3 people that went cos everyone else were either busy or sick or had doctor appointments so it was really crazy when we got there since I had to tutor 3 kids- one really cute p2 boy, the p4 boy that I usually take and his brother who's p5. The p2 and p4 boys were driving me mad cos they were refusing to do their work and they were singing the national day theme song (which is oh so terrible omg) and gentleman and my ears were bleeding lol. And I nearly went mad trying to settle them down and I finally managed to do that afterwards by bribing them with sweets (thank god for sweets :P) but it was a rather good session overall :)

Wednesday
Another 4.15 day but it wasn't only a 4.15 day for me cos I had to stay back for chem supplementary lesson (do you feel my pain?) and since LLH loves delaying our time and release us really early :)))) we were released at 5.50 though he told us that we'll end at 5.15. how early. Oh and LLH asked me what I do not understand in chem and I was like "uhh everything??" LOL And my brain was completely fried that day after the lesson.

This gif totally relates hahaha

Afterwards, I went to the canteen to read Fasting Feasting for E.Lit since I haven't finished reading that book while waiting for Jing Ying to go home with her. Then we met Zhau Yue and Wen Ting at Mountbatten MRT but Wen Ting left first while I went to the toilet so it was only me, Zhau Yue and potato afterwards and I had a good time talking to them even though it was only a while(: I reached home really late though so I rushed through dinner and bathing cos I had to prepare for my maths 1 test and chem practical test the next day.

Thursday
Had 2 tests that day and they were both really horrible. Chem practical was quite hard and I nearly lost track of time so I couldn't complete the last question on the ionic equations but luckily I managed to complete my experiments. We had Maths 1 test right after chem test and it was really horrible cos maths 1 was soooo hard. Matrices was okay but co-ordinate geometry was a killer. I've already lost 7 marks on one of the questions so there goes my A ): But oh well, my world doesn't only revolve around tests so it's okay :) After school, I had geog fieldwork along with my class and some other classes and we went to ECP. We went on a really good day cos the weather was really good and it was windy so I think we were quite lucky. The view there was really pretty too and I had fun doing the fieldwork :) Then after fieldwork when we returned from ECP, I met Jing Ying and Zhau Yue in school coincidentally so I went home with them cos I got pangseh-ed by Kelly Ng for better things like the car :)))) But I found better things (people) like Zhau Yue and potato to go home with so yay (: I was feeling really really hungry so we went to Macs and I treated them to fries and we had ice-cream, and I had a really good time with them cos they made me laugh like mad :)

Friday
TGIF and it's supposed to be a good day but it's not, though I shan't elaborate on that. Then I ate lunch with Kelly Gan and Alyson before going to some chinese song lecture at the PAC with them. Met Michelle in the toilet so she joined us during the lecture. The lecture was just really boring cos I hate chinese songs and it was really hot cos it felt like the aircon at the back of the lecture hall isn't on. After the lecture, I went home with Michelle and Kelly Gan. I had a good time talking to Michelle after Kelly Gan alighted cos I haven't hung out with her in a while so it was kind of a great catch up(:

Anyway, I shall end off my blog post now so till then xx :)

There in the darkest corners of your mind, wildflowers grow.

Hi guys :) It's been such a hectic past week cos of the tests and the piling homework. I swear the teachers are out to make our lives difficult. And just as I thought that our tests has finally ended, every subject just keeps having more tests which just makes it even worse than CTs. My life is so screwed up I can't even... Anyway, I shall do a quick review on the past week.

Last Monday and Tuesday was just the usual BSP and CCA and stuff like that so there's really nothing much to blog about hence why I'm just gonna skip straight to Wednesday.

Last Wednesday
Went for flag raising with Kelly Gan in the morning and the sky was just half gray and half blue so it felt like it'll just start raining at any minute there. Then towards the end of the assembly, when the SCs were just starting to make the announcement like "Good morning school. There is 1 announcement today.", the whole school kind of fell silent, and then there was this sudden gust of wind, and the leaves start flying around and the next moment, SWOOSH the rain just started falling on us and we all ran really really really quickly into the canteen to seek shelter without even ending flag raising properly and before the teachers could tell us what to do. The first few people in front were just really lucky cos they could just run straight into the canteen but the really unlucky people standing at the back (ahem like ME) had to wait for the people in front to move into the canteen before we could seek shelter so I was kind of drenched afterwards and I had geog DRQ right afterwards like yay life. Then geog DRQ was just screwed up cos I totally lost track of time and I couldn't complete the paper and I just wrote 1 or 2 paragraphs for both questions. Pushing that aside, we had E.Lit afterwards and we were supposed to present what we analysed for the short story given to us and my group didn't do anything so we were all silently praying that we wouldn't be called or we'll just get chased out of the class or something and we were just really lucky cos we didn't get called and we had an extra few days to prepare for the presentation. After E.Lit was recess than Financial Literacy which was really fun cos we played this game where we're supposed to learn to take risks and we had to try it with our luck so that whole time, I was just cursing the other groups though it seemed like my group was the one getting cursed till towards the end of the game where we went up to the 3rd place from the last place HAHA. After Financial Lit was assembly where we had sex ed and they showed us this clip and then afterwards they went through some other stuff and there was this really disgusting picture that they showed us. I was quite lag that day so it took me quite a while to realise what the picture was about and I'm like mentally scarred so everytime that picture appears I'll just look away from the screen and cover my eyes cos it's just way too gross. After assembly, we had math and I was just blindly copying whatever the teacher was going through and I had no idea what was going on. After math was LA Lecture then Chinese, before we finally got to go home. I was really tired that entire day but I'm just glad I actually survived a 4.15 day haha.

Last Thursday
1st of August and I started off August on a really terrible note. I woke up to really terrible cramps and even though I already ate the medicine, the pain just didn't want to go away so I was in pain for nearly the whole day ): Then we had chem later in the afternoon and LLH just had to give us back our chem test paper and ooh guess what? I FLUNKED IT. AGAIN. Like no surprise there but I was so pissed off at myself cos I could have done way better if I hadn't lost 6 frreaking marks to the stupid careless mistakes that I made. Example, forgetting to write the state symbol for H2O, and writing "mixing" instead of "reacting". How smart of myself ugh. So that whole time he was going through the paper, I was just cursing at myself and being really frustrated. And imagine adding that on to the pain I felt. Just FML. Anyway, after chem was maths which was just another blind copying session before I stayed back to do LA role play with my group. Afterwards, I waited with Nat for Jing Ying so that we can go home together and we went to Macs first before going home. Nat and Jing Ying really made my day though, cos they were just being so damn funny and epic that I was just laughing like mad half the time, especially with the way Nat deals with Jing Ying's silliness hahahaha. They turned my really bad day into a good one and I was just really happy afterwards :) (Most of the innaeians never fail to make my day and they make me feel really happy, and they make me feel like I'm a part of them and that I belong. That's why I miss everyone in that class so much ): Unlike this new class that I'm in where I just don't seem to know where I belong and it's just so boring and I just can't seem to open up to them even though it's been 7 months and about a week...) 

Last Friday
We went back to Block G on that day cos the year 2s had CTs so we had to exchange classrooms with them. I was personally really hoping to go back to 2I cos it'll bring back so much good memories but no, we had to go to 2C. But when we went to 2C, I was met with a really pleasant surprise. I found the ball that the 2I guys used to play with in class everyday last year and I have no idea why they left it there or how it got teleported 1 floor down but either way, it just brought back loads of memories from 2I <3 We had Bio Practical on that day and I just really hope I won't screw it up. After Bio was ACE where we had our Socratic Seminar. I was the observer so I wasn't that stressed up and I found some of the things that the speakers brought up, really interesting. I had dental appointment after ACE and I had to rush off from school straight for my dental appointment so I skipped lunch that day just for that ): Dental appointment that day was really quick though cos the dentist only changed my braces colour (LOL) so my teeth didn't start hurting like mad like it usually will.

2Innae class ball yay :)

I shall skip Saturday and Sunday since I didn't do much that day and go straight to yesterday (Monday) :)

Monday
I overslept by 25 mins yesterday so I started to panic when I woke up and I left my house at a record timing of 20 minutes. I didn't even realise how messy my hair was till I got to school so I was like: "Oh great, I looked a mess the entire train ride and I didn't even notice." Then I started off with Maths early in the morning with a math quiz (do you see how GREAT my life is) which I'm pretty sure I screwed up (again) cos I had no idea half of what's going on in the quiz so I'm like screw this, I give up. After math was geog where we spent the entire lesson going through on what we'll be doing for our fieldwork as well as the performance task that we have, before going for recess. After recess was 3 periods of chem, and let me tell you, it was pure torture. For that whole 1 and a half hour, LLH just stayed on the same page, on the same table and he just kept going on and on about the same thing. So through out that entire 3 periods, the only thing I caught him saying was Lead Iodide LOL. After chem was 3 periods of LA which was another 3 periods of pure torture cos LA just sucks now and the teacher speaks so softly I have no idea what he's saying the whole time... And then there's assembly where we started talking about NDP and they told us we had to write a short story and I was just saying like "What has that got to do with NDP anyway??" The school or rather the PC department really just doesn't have any logic at all but whatever. Then afterwards, me and Karyn went to the canteen to eat again before BSP, while waiting for Charlotte who was taking her own sweeeeeeeeeeet time. Afterwards, the 3 of us went up for BSP together and we were late for about 5 minutes and I swear none of us knew we were late cos we all thought that we were still early so we just sauntered our way up. Thankfully the teacher didn't scold us though. Me and Karyn went to Macs after BSP while Charlotte went home cos she has tuition afterwards ): I bought a chocolate sundae while Karyn bought a chocolate sundae and fries. So I was being shameless and stealing fries from her HAHAHA. Had a really great time with them both even though Charlotte left first :) Ohh and the guides cookies finally arrived yay :))) I have more food to satisfy me when I'm hungry at home now :) (do you see how much of a glutton I sound like HAHA)

Tuesday
Nothing much happened today except that we just received loads of homework from the teachers for the long weekend we have ahead and there's 4 tests scheduled for next week. There goes my plans for the long weekend ): Then I stayed back after school with Charissa, Xin Hui, Jasmine and Si Hui to do the fragrance packs which we will distribute to the elderly tomorrow during CIP and it was actually quite cool cos I learnt how to make the fragrance packs :) Had lunch with Kelly Gan (who just finished her bio prac make up test) and Jasmine and Charissa (who didn't eat) afterwards before going home together :)

I'm not really looking forward to NDP celebration tomorrow though cos it's not the usual NDP celebration where we get to watch a concert. After the oberservance ceremony in the morning, we have to leave for CIP all the way at Buona Vista and there's no ride home ): And we have to go there to entertain the elderly which is just kind of boring as well but at least it's better than the typical 4.15 day so I shan't complain haha!

Anyway, I shall end my blogging now so till next time guys! :) xx

"We stood there looking at each other,

saying nothing,

but it was the kind of nothing,

that meant everything."

The skies are crying with you.

Hi guys (: I'm so sorry for the lack of updates cos I've been so unbelievably busy this past week and I've had so much tests and yet it's still not the end of it!! And to add on to the tests, I have loads of homework so instead of having anytime to rest this weekend, I think I'll be spending most of my time mugging for next week's geog test and bio practical (Yes, I still have another 2 more tests and a few others in the next few weeks though I already had 4 in the past week. Can you feel my pain?) and trying to complete most of my homework. All of these are making me feel really mentally and physically exhausted. BUT, I'm still going on and strongly and I'll survive this torture haha. Anyway, I shall start blogging (:

Last Friday
It's like 1 week ago so I can't really remember what happened on that day but I do remember leaving the class at 1pm during ACE cos I had CIP later for the Maths Seminar and so I went to have lunch. I met up with Angel who I dragged to go to the CIP with and we had lunch together before heading to meet up with the rest doing the CIP outside the library. Over there, we were allocated our roles for the CIP and I was placed with Angel, Angeline and her friend, Joanna for ushering and the people to take care of the food. Then afterwards, we just waited for the different schools to start arriving and during that whole time, I was just praying that none of my primary school classmates will be there and I was so relieved when none of them was there :) (Sorry not sorry but those are just past memories that I don't wanna remember.) We then waited for the Guest Of Honor to arrive and when he arrived, I was asked to bring the Guest of Honor to the PAC since there was no one around to direct him. That was one of the most awkward moments of my life lol. Afterwards, when the food started to arrive, we just watched the people in charge of the catering do everything since we didn't know exactly what to do and then everyone left and the only people left were me, Angel, Angeline and Joanna outside the library. So basically, everything after that was a blur. We sat outside the library for about 1 hour plus before it was time for reception and that was when we started to get busy cos we needed to set up the counters and made sure that everything was in order. It was kind of boring at first, but it got better after that and we were all laughing like mad at each other's jokes and I had a really good time. That was like one of the most easy 4 to 5 hours of CIP gained ever since we didn't need to do much and I had free fooddd :))) After the CIP ended, I went home with Angel. It was a pretty good day overall.

Monday
I only remember having racial harmony day celebration on that day and it was quite fun cos we got to learn more of the different races and their culture though we got scolded by the year head after that for being too noisy. But, when you're having fun, who cares whether you're being noisy or not? I thought it was the juniors that deserved to get scolded instead since they were the ones talking most of the time, but then again, the seniors always take the blame so oh well. After the celebration, I had BSP so I met up with Charlotte and Karyn and we pigged around in the canteen as per usual before going for BSP which was boring as per usual. I'm starting to think that Monday is becoming a routine kind of thing lol.

Tuesday
It was like my annual blur day that day cos I lost my correction tape (it just disappeared into thin air), I thought I lost my pencil case (in actual fact, I just simply left it in class and forgot that I did) and I nearly lost my test tubes cos I left them in the bio lab and I had to run all the way down to collect it before I actually really lose them. Had quite a few near heart attacks that day LOL. Oh and did I mention that I had heart dissection that day? It was really fun after you stop thinking about the smell and it was a really good experience. The pictures we took were kind of bloody and gory though so I shan't post them here but it honestly wasn't that bad when we were doing it. The pictures do not give this whole activity any justice at all. My hands stink after that though but I had fun doing it with Joy and Kelly Gan (: I had CCA on that day and I tutored the P4 boy again and he was being quite good that day so I had quite a good time teaching him. But the best part was when the people in charge of the centre came up to give me 2 packets of the delicious and heavenly oreos omg hahahaha :))))) I thought it would be quite a good day that day despite my blur-ness but some people just had to ruin it all and I was so pissed off cos they were ordering me around and they didn't even bother with a simple "thank you" or "please". I was so pissed off with them that I swear it was all I could do to control myself and not lash out at them cos I was so close to doing that. I was trying really hard before to actually start accepting them, but they gave me a whole lot more reasons to dislike (hate) them.  And, I almost showed them the side of me no one has seen in a few years. The side which I forced down, back inside of me. The one that I'm fighting from resurfacing once again. Don't let that happen guys. I'm losing grip and trust me when I say you don't wanna see or mess with that side of me.

Wednesday
4.15 day and I nearly died cos the lessons that day were just pure torture and it was really long and the lessons that day were all just really boring. I have no idea how I survived but I'm proud to say that I made it through yet another 4.15 day. It was kind of depressing though cos Michelle wanted to ask me to go Starbucks with her on that day to study since she ends school at 1.45 but I couldn't go cos I end at 4.15. My life sucks ): Been there, done that, and still doing that.

I didn't really do much on thursday so I shall just skip that and I move on to today!

Friday (Today)
I reached school at about 8.30 in the morning and I started to re-revise my Macbeth notes to prepare for the test though I gave up on revising it after a while cos I know that if I continue to look at the notes, I'll just be overly stressed out during the test and blank out. While revising, I was texting Angel cos it's this crazy girl's birthday today (happy 15th birthday Angel<3 though you most probably won't see this but it doesn't matter cos I already texted you in the morning :)) and she really made my day cos one of her texts made me burst out laughing randomly in class hahahaha and I would have puked my water out if I had been drinking at that time xD Then afterwards, we had math, then recess, then LA test and the first question was quite manageable though I think I screwed up the second question but I'm not sure. I'm seriously praying that I don't though, cos I need to do well in LA so badly. Anyway, after LA was 3 periods of chinese and then 1 period of chem which was totally pointless and boring ): After school, I met up with Karyn to have lunch with her since we both didn't have CCA and we went to Macs. I had a really good time talking to her and going home with her even if she's only with me for 2 stops on the train before she alights(: OH OH AND WE SAW THIS REALLY HOT AND SLEEK AND SEXY RED FERRARI WHEN WE WALKED OUT OF MACS AT THE TRAFFIC JUNCTION. IT WAS A BEAUTY I SWEAR OMG. I wanted to take a pic but my stupid phone was lagging (I'm changing it soon thank GOD) and the red light just had to turn green at that time ugh ): I'm not a huge fan of cars but that ferrari was just way too nice that I can't help but spazz over it hahaha. (Okay, I'm being weird and high. Ignore me :P)

So I'm here blogging now, but I have to get back to doing work soon and be really busy so till the next time I blog! (: I promise it'll be soon xx.

"If love indeed, tell me how much?"

You cut my wings and now I'm falling.

Hi guys(: I haven't blogged in quite a long time cos I just didn't have the motivation to blog (or do anything for that matter) and I finally found myself some motivation today so I'm just gonna do a brief update.

Monday
I can't really remember what happened on monday except that I had BSP after school and me, Karyn and Charlotte went to the canteen as per usual before BSP to slack and eat haha. Then during BSP, me, Karyn, Charlotte, Nat and Carol were eating every single time the teacher wasn't looking and I was tweeting in class since the class is just really really boring and that was the only way I felt that I'll survive LOL.

Tuesday
I had CCA afterschool so me and Cheryl went to have lunch at the canteen first while Kelly Gan and Hui Chyi went up for BSP. I decided to stop being so stupid and attend BSP twice a week (I've only ever did it a few times) and I went to the library with Cheryl to study. Then at about 3.20pm, I called Kelly Gan to meet her to go for CCA. When we reached the area near Peace Connect, we had to walk through this path and there was this really scary black cat in the middle of the path and it's back was facing us. Then all of a sudden, it just turned around and I had a shock, but Kelly Gan took her shock to a whole new level. She just practically screamed and started to run away and the teacher in charge of our CCA was just behind us and it was so freaking hilarious I swear HAHAHA. Then during CCA, I tutored the p4 boy I tutored last week again and I was trying really hard not to be angry with him because he just didn't want to focus and was trying really hard to get away from doing his work. But they're kids and I'm like that sometimes too so I kind of have no rights to be angry haha. Anyway, so after we finished the tutoring session, we went out to look at the kids play soccer though I wasn't really looking before we went home.

Wednesday
4.15pm day and I swear I almost died. We had Financial Literacy in LT3 and we had to pretend to buy stocks and it was really cool cos my group managed to buy the stocks that either increased or had no changes and we never once lost any money so we were really happy :P Then we had assembly in the hall that day and they had this encouragement talk (?) and they played videos with quite a few inspirational quotes and it got me thinking a lot about myself and everything that's happened/happening to me. After assembly, we had Math before we went for break and LA Lecture in the auditorium. During LA Lecture, the teachers played the Macbeth video and most of the scenes were like "kissing" scenes and almost the entire level was laughing and giggling away and I honestly just didn't find it that funny and I got kind of annoyed lol. After LA lecture, we had chem and it was terrible. It was just supposed to be a make up lesson since our really really really terrible teacher, LLH, is super slow and our lesson was supposed to end at 4.15pm but LLH decided that it would be really nice to keep us there for half an hour more so we ended at 4.45 pm instead. I was so freaking pissed off at him. Then we were supposed to have CCA at first but it got cancelled at the VERY LAST MINUTE and when I called the teacher to ask if there's CCA, she screamed at me cos she was trying to vent her anger on me. She was screaming at me (US) for being late for CCA like that's our fault cos it's obviously LLH's fault and she only informed us that there would be CCA on that day 1 hour before school started so that was obviously HER fault as well and I was so damn pissed off at them. But anyway, enough of the rants. So after that, me and Kelly Gan went home together and we went to buy some food on the way to Mountbatten MRT to release our anger and what was even better was that when I got home, my mum actually bought ice-cream :)))) What can I say? A girl needs her ice-cream to make her very very ruined day better ;)

Thursday (today)
We started off with Geog today and geog was as per usual. Then we ran all the way up to class for Chinese Test which was quite okay I guess. I'm just really praying that I get the A that I need so badly. After Chinese, we had to go down for Class Photo taking and we didn't even get to have our recess cos the photo taking session clashed with our recess so all of us just went to the canteen to get some food and we quickly gobbled them down before it was our turn to take class photo. I'm not sure how class photo turned out to be but I hope it turned out good and I can't wait to take a look at the photos. Afterwards, we had Bio and we had Bio essay test which I think I kind of screwed up cos I didn't know that I didn't have to write the function of the stomach so I practically spent most of my time writing that and I didn't have much time for the small intestine. I'm just really praying that I'll pass cos I really really have to. We had break after Bio then LA which replaced chem and then maths. I nearly died in LA cos my teacher was just going on and on and on about Act 1 Scene 7 of the Macbeth book which he has gone through like a thousand times and I have no idea why he keeps going through that scene but that's not the main point. The main part was when he said that he'll send me some things so that I can forward it to the class. Here's how the whole thing went:

LA Teacher: "Okay, so I'll send the model answers to L-Q."
Class: *laughs*
Me: "wtf?"
LA Teacher: "HAHAHA (I have no idea why he laughed cos it's not even funny but anyway) she's not LM (Lady Macbeth) she's LQ."
Class: *laughs madly*
And I was practically like CAN YOU NOT. OMG I CAN'T EVEN.

That was like the lamest joke ever and it wasn't even that funny. Like I said, I CAN'T EVEN.

Oh and I have Chem Test tomorrow and I haven't really started revising though I've already sort of revised the Acids and Alkali topic. It's gonna be some quite last min work but either way, I'm gonna try. (Some part of me has long given up on Chem anyway cos it's hopeless.) But whatever, wish me luck guys :)

And I saw this really cute Despicable Me gif on tumblr :) Here's a kiss from the minion to you :* Till then xx.

And I felt the butterflies once again.

The edge of glory.

Hi guys! (: Sorry for not blogging for the past few days though I said that I would. I was just really busy with my work and stuff like that, and I was feeling kind of lazy to blog and since I have some free time now after just returning home from TRP consultation, I decide that I should stop being lazy and start blogging so here goes :)

Monday
So it was youth day on that day and I stayed at home till around 12.45pm before I left my house and started to head to Serangoon MRT to meet the rest of my TRP group members (Jasmine, Kelly Gan, Cheryl, Hui Chyi and Nat) before we went to Nat's house to start preparing for the TRP Oral Presentation since the actual presentation is on friday. Oh and I swear Nat's like the best host ever. She gave us all packet milo, apple juice and she even got her helper to make nuggets for us :D I had a really great time there, and it was quite a productive meeting since we got quite a number of things done :)

Tuesday
We had E.Lit in the morning then PE and PE was actually really fun. There were these really cool boards by the side making the ISH look like a real floorball court. While we were playing floorball, something really funny happened. So each time we played, there were only 3 people allowed on the court, and the people that went out with me to play were Clarissa and Justin and we were playing against the other group that consisted of Cheryl, Xiao Xuan and Alyson (if I didn't remember wrongly) and while we were playing, the ball was headed towards Justin and he wanted to use his leg to stop the ball. GUESS WHAT HAPPENED NEXT?! When Justin stopped the ball, the ball got flattened immediately and there was a really deep dent in the ball and the next thing you know, everyone was laughing their ass off HAHAHAHA. (I'm laughing even as I write this.) That was like the most classic moment ever. Then after school, me and Kelly Gan went for BSP when I didn't even need to go, so I wasn't really paying attention in class and I was tweeting and then Carol whatsapp-ed me and I had a really funny convo with her. Then I had CCA after that, and I tutored this P4 guy who reminds me of my younger bro LOL. I had a really good day that day overall :)

Wednesday
It was a surprisingly good day since it's a 4.15 day and I thought I would die of exhaustion but I SURVIVED HAHA. So, I started the day with E.Lit then we had geog. I can honestly say that geog this year (though there's more things to do for the tests and stuff) is much more fun than the past 2 years cos maybe my teachers for the past 2 years were just really boring and I fall asleep every single time in class. I'm proud to say that I seldom sleep in geog class now so yay :) OH OH and, I got back my geog quiz results and I WAS SO HAPPY I SWEAR COS I GOT FULL MARKS HAHAHA :D I've never ever gotten full marks for geog before and that came as such a pleasant surprise :))) Then afterwards was maths and assembly where I had loads of fun. Me, Charissa, Kelly Gan and Jamie were laughing like mad during assembly cos Jamie thought that Girl X looked like a cartoon character and she said Snoopy but we didn't agree and the more I looked at Girl X, the more I felt that she looked like Eeyore and everyone started laughing like mad cos Girl X looks exactly like Eeyore HAHAHAHA. I can never look at Girl X or Eeyore the same way ever again OMG. Then after break, we had chinese where our class got reprimanded by Jin lao shi cos we didn't tell her earlier that we wanted to change date for our class's ting xie... Then we had LA afterwards, and I got so pissed off by my new LA teacher cos I'm the LA rep and I'm supposed to help him collate the groupings for the LA Macbeth role play but he made the instructions so unclear that I was so confused, and the class wasn't helping at all and it was just oh so chaotic that I got really annoyed. And when all the chaos was over and we got back to lesson proper, he just started to go on and on about the same things in class and I was so bored I think I almost slept. I want Ms Syikin back ): But anyway, after LA was ACE and ACE was kind of interesting cos we did some random quizzes and I got to learn a lot of new things and we ended ACE with a really funny video HAHA. Here's the link! Some of you guys may have watched it already :))
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzUjghLO3qc

Then after that I went home with Shi Kai :) I was supposed to go home wtih Karyn as well but then Hui Yuen wanted to stay back with her in the library to study and talk, so me and Shi Kai left first.

Thursday (today)
Woke up at 6am today though I didn't have to cos my TRP consultation only starts at 9am, but I met up with Karyn to have breakfast with her at Macs and it was really worth waking up so early :) Then after we finished eating at Macs, me and Karyn walked to school together where I met Nat so me and Nat went up to class first, while Karyn went with her other classmate. We started to rehearse one more time before our consultation and consultation was just really boring cos our actual mentor isn't around and we had some random stand in mentor come in to help us. I'm just really hoping that we'll be able to do well tmr :) So anyway, after our consultation ended, we went to the library to edit some things for our TRP Oral Presentation tomorrow before me, Cheryl, Jasmine and Kelly Gan went to find Kelly Ng to go for lunch together. We met Charissa on the way. We were deciding between Macs and school canteen and we couldn't decide so we wanted to throw a coin to make our decision (how silly is that haha), and just as we were about to throw, Cheryl dropped the coin and heads was pointing up which means we're going Macs haha. Jasmine didn't want to leave the school so she went to the canteen on her own while the rest of us went Macs. As we were walking there, it started to rain really heavily so I had to share umbrella with the Kellies (Kelly Gan being the burden HAHAHA) while Charissa and Cheryl were enjoying themselves in front without having to share umbrella with a burden xD (nah, Kelly Gan if you ever read this, I'm just kidding :)) ) Then while we were at Macs, everyone bought meal while I only ate ice-cream cos I already ate Macs for breakfast that morning and I was going to have lunch with Shi Kai afterwards. While we were eating at lunch, we started to talk about the really embarassing things that happened to us before as well as what happened to the people sleeping in our tent during OBS and they are all so funny, I almost died from laughing too much. I had a really good time with them. Then, afterwards, Nat and Jing Ying walked past us and my back was facing them so I didn't see them. Nat poked me and I had a shock so I kind of screamed and it was just too funny cos I seldom do that HAHAHA. After we finished eating, I met Shi Kai at Macs and we headed to Junction 8 to have lunch together and we ate at Mos Burger before we headed home :) And I just successfully edited the video we're gonna be playing tomorrow during the Oral Presentation so I'm feeling really accomplished and proud of myself, and I'm gonna reward myself with food later hahaha (though there's probally nothing much to be proud of :P) I had a really good time today overall :))))

Oh and did I mention that my class got our class tee yesterday? It's actually quite nice cos the material is really comfortable though the colour of the shirt makes me look like a walking highlighter when I wear it :/ I must admit that it's one of the nicest school based tees I have though my favourite is still the 2Innae Interclass tee cos I love that class and I'm biased towards it. Oh well \o/

PS. Special Mentions to the people who gave me my brithday present (belated) in the past week :))) (sorry that it's a bit late guys!! And it's in chronological order LOL)

Thank you Angel for the really cute doggy soft toy and key chain <3 (though it's furry and pink hahaha) :D
Thank you Shi Kai for the really pretty pink-galaxy tumbler and the FOOD <3 :D
And thank you Angeline for the really nice tote bag, keychain and the JELLYBEANS <3 :D

Love you guys all so much<3 (:

I was too lazy to take pics of the presents so there shall be none haha.

Anyway, wish me luck for tomorrow's TRP Oral Presentation :) And I shall blog the next time I have some motivation, so till then xx :)

Give a little time to me, or burn this out.

We'll play hide and seek, to turn this around.