Thursday, December 15, 2016

Wondering if I dodged the bullet

Everything is temporary; emotions, thoughts, people and scenery. Do not become attached - they destroy you. //

I guess I overestimated my importance to you and I guess I was wrong but I guess, being confused, mad and hurt is just a temporary state of mind and I will get better. I cared too damn much and I'm a fool for still caring about you because I honestly wanted nothing more than to salvage our once very precious friendship, from whatever damage you and I had created when we crossed the line somewhere someday, ((or whatever little thing that was left for the both of us)), but I guess I'm just not worthy enough to you for that, and so I just sincerely hope you're happy - with the choice you made, and everything else. 

((I think you don't care anymore, but I hope that somewhere, somewhat, whatever I had thought/ assumed of you was wrong, cos I still want to think of you as the best version of you I know, or at least I think I know... sigh))

; Gentle reminder to every girl out there who is getting anxiety over a boy who made you feel so much, yet so little all at the same time -