What is love

I have been really busy recently and I haven't had the time to blog at all but today, I really need to get some things off my chest. The past month hasn't been easy. School has been really hard and I really feel like giving up alot, but I keep trying to push myself to go on, and to try to do better, even though my results right now really seems like it's not gonna get me anywhere.

School is taking a toll on me, and it's making it really hard for me to balance my priorities out. I don't even know what I want anymore... I just rly wanna do v well for A's but there's so much to do and so little time sigh. //

How do you love someone right? And enough?

I wish we met while I was whole;
while I wasn't cold,
but bold
to love. 

I wish I met u before I ever met anyone else.

You deserve better than me and I don't deserve this love as much as you think I do, but thank you. 

Maybe in another life, I'll love you better but in this moment, we're both struggling to breathe, and I'm fighting not to drown. I guess we both are.