All the roads, they lead me home

Wow, today is the 2nd last day of February, and with that said, nearly 2 months has gone by. Time really flies. This year is a really important year for me and my friends (and everyone who's taking A's) cos it basically determines where we're headed in the future, and what we'll be doing for the rest of our lives (kinda) and it never feels like we're doing enough no matter how much we seem to be studying (not that I've been doing alot of that which is pretty bad).

Anywayyy, I went out to study with Felicia ytd and we were pretty productive together I guess HAHAHA ((until my productivity got ruined by my mum's 9982958329x phone calls that got me rly pissed)) Nowadays, I get random surges of stress, out of nowhere, due to the hectic schedule and never ending pile of "work to do" I have. School is getting really mundane, and I'm starting to dislike school more and more as the days pass. It is only 2 months into school and I alr can't wait for the school year to end. Everything about school is starting to get really tiring and sickening (to the point where they feel poisonous) and I'm so tired of the shit everything and everyone in school keeps throwing at me. // Half way through studying with Felicia ytd, I tele-ed Josh and jokingly asked him to deliver some sushi to me cos he was also at nex (which was where I was), and I didn't think he would really do it, but suddenly as I was studying, someone poked me in the back, and when I turned around, he was there with my fave tamago sushis in his hand, and it felt like he was delivering so much love to me HEHEHE❤❤❤ Afterwards, me and Felicia went to popular to walk around before she left, and I went to find Josh who came to send me home hehe :)

Had brunch in the morning before heading for econs tuition, and after coming home for awhile, I headed out to get a hair cut. Chopped off like 4.5 inches of my hair today yay (!!!), and I just came back home from dinner and stuff. Am supposed to be doing GP opinion article but I'm just so sian of school zzz. Speaking of GP, I really cannot stand GP lessons wtf. I mean yes Mrs Guna is a really good GP teacher, but her lessons are so boring and rigid, and there is a complete lack of interactivity (esp since she just sits there and drones on and on about her lesson in this super monotonous tone without using the board), sometimes, it feels like I could die listening to her speak sigh... There is also an endless pile of GP homework every single week and I feel like the school is only starting to pay attention to GP in J2 when they should have started doing this in J1 so we don't have to be rushing the GP syllabus now??? Gdi. I absolutely detest school now - can the school year just fking end already?!?!?! UGH.

But anyway, to end off my blog post on a lighter and happier note ((note to self)) - PRESS ON and DON'T let any form of negativity get to you. You are STRONGER than you think; and the bad times WILL pass X.

Angel of the morning

"Our bodies are made of celestial light; and we are hurtling through space and time, towards the most beautiful collision"

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONEEE :)

The past 2 weeks have been draining and exhausting. School has been the same old mundane routine but IT'S CNY YAY so I managed to collect quite abit of angpao and I went bainian-ing at many places this year HEHEHE

I went to malaysia on cny eve to eat reunion dinner, and I was back in SG in the afternoon of day 1. On day 2, people came to my house to visit. Leo, Kath and Josh came over in the morning on day 2 to visit, and Felicia came a little later, so they all met. Felicia and Josh were primary school classmates for 2 years so they alr know each other, and leo and kath have heard of Felicia before so they alr know of her existence but it was still kinda awkz, though it became better and was actl less awkz than I expected it to be, esp when we were playing UNO together HAHAHA. They left my house at 12 and I went to Felicia's house to bainian and I met her friends from her OG and they were rly funny and friendly, and made me laugh alot HAHAHAHA. After going to her house, I went to visit my paternal grandma to bainian and I stayed there for an hour or so before I headed to Josh's house for the class reunion dinner.

Class reunion dinner was really fun and I had a really good time cos many good things happened and I was just really happy generally and I think it's the best time my class has had together with each other in awhile, esp when 17/23 people attended HAHAHA :)

Yesterday, I went out with Josh to celebrate vday and  he treated me to ramen and got a me a bear/ fake rose bouquet and also wrote me a nice card, and I got him a starwars mug (cos he is a starwars nerd and he broke his mug awhile back) and made him a card hehehe :) We also made an impromptu decision to go to Garden's By the Bay and we went to watch "the future of us" exhibition and it was quite cool, and I had a gr8 time with him hehehe❤ Also, tomorrow will be our 6th month together and I can't believe how fast time has passed omg. But through the past 6 months, and through all the ups and downs we've been through together, I'm only learning more things about myself, him and us everyday, and I'm only learning to love him, and every bit of him more and more each day, and for that, for him and his presence, I'm ever grateful❤❤❤ X.