The past week has been crazy hectic. We finally finished PW after 8 months worth of coursework, and we got back our results on friday which was really scary but I'll talk about that later HAHA.
On monday, after school, me, Josh, Kennee, Chartay and Kath went to Nex together after school and decided to eat bingsu impromptuly. After bingsu which was like meh kinda overrated, chartay left, and we went to cotton on to shop. Me and kath were making josh and kennee try on the clothes there, and I pretended that I wanted to buy them for my bro but am unsure of his size so that they'd try the clothes on, when in actual fact, we just wanted to see what suited them more, and what size they were, so we would know what to get them for their class bday present HAHAHAHA. It was really funny cos kennee didn't really suspect anything, while josh suspected something was going on, but went along with it anyway. Oh and josh found the gundam he has been looking for at the expo at nex, and he was so happy, he hugged the toy after deciding he was gonna buy it, and went to the cashier looking like a kid on Christmas LOLOL. IT WAS DAMN CUTE HEHEHE. Afterwards, kennee wanted to cut his hair so we went with him to cut and it was so funny cos we kept giving him ideas of how to cut his hair and he was so confused, then when he walked into the shop and sat down, I started videoing and I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING COS IT'S SO FUNNY and when he finished cutting and walked out of the shop, I started to laugh again cos even though he looked so much better, he looked like a peanut HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I met up with felicia on tuesday and we went to nex, and she asked me to go into pastamania on my own first to look for a seat cos she was later than me, and as I was about to walk in, I saw a big group of dunmanians inside so I decided not to go in on my own first cos people I knew were inside, and it'd be really awkward. After she arrived, we went to order food, and the dhs people saw us and started to look at us and it was so awkward, and as we finished ordering the food, they exited the shop AND IT WAS SO AWKWARD (I cannot emphasise this enough) and I said hi to the people I knew and quickly went to find a seat LOL. We ate and talked about random stuff and we started walking around, and she went with me to various places to help my class buy the nov babies' presents. I wanted to shop that day, and was all ready to splurge at CO, BUT the 40% sales that was ongoing at CO just the day before was no longer avail so I was really sad and didn't manage to buy anything ): BUT AT LEAST I SAVED SOME MONEY HAHAHA. We went to the post office afterwards cos felicia wanted to settle some stuff, then we went to KFC and we ate froyo and cheese fries!! Then we went to popular then gift greetings and I realised that gift greetings sells alot of cute stuff omg HAHA. After felicia bought a cute pikachu toy car for gj, we left the shop and gj came and I said bye to both of them and went homeee. It was a RLY GR8 day with her cos we always talk so much shit and non-shit stuff aka serious stuff HAHAHAHA and we always rant to each other and it's so nice to have someone I can say like everything and anything to esp after all the shit we did together, and got ourselves into this year HAHAHA :)
On wednesday, I woke up feeling a little cold, with a sore throat and a flu, and I felt horrible. I was late for school, and I realised I had a fever in school and I was sooo tired. We celebrated the nov babies' (Leo, Kennee, Josh and Luisa) bday that day and it was quite fun even though I didn't really join in since I was sick, and everyone was bashing everyone LOL. Can't really remember what else happened during the celebration cos all I remember are people running around with cake and cream all over their hands and faces HAHAHAHA. But after the whole celebration, me and my pw group finally decided to get serious and get our shit together, and we went to an empty classroom to rehearse our OP which was just the next day ((what a bad day to fall sick right??? Sigh))
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| Happy 18 days early bday babe hehehe❤ X. |
On thursday, my mum woke me up at 6am to check if I had a fever and I had the shock of my life cos my temperature was 38.7/39.0 that morning. I ate my meds, and slept for another 30mins before waking up to prepare myself for school. I was trying really hard to not let my nerves get to me that day cos OP is my most feared component in PW and I'm really bad at giving speeches especially when we have to memorise the script and I WAS SO WORRIED THAT I'D FORGET MY LINES. Prayed to God so many times that day lest my nerves get to me, and I forgot everything, and thank God I got through it well. I messed up at a small part, but I managed to recover and the teacher smiled at me to reassure me that my tiny fumble was okay and I continued on with my presentation as per normal. My group presented the BEST ever presentation that day. Jr, who always panics before presenting his part, didn't panic that day cos he took a deep breath and went all out. I took a deep breath, prayed, and told myself that this is the first and last time I'll be able to present in front of the assessors, and went all out. Josh and kennee did really well too. Before chartay went up to present, she told me that she was really scared and I told her what I told myself before I presented and told her to just forget about her fears and JUST DO IT cos it's her first and last time being able to present, and she did really well too HEHE. And as I said, I'm really really proud of all of us cos WE DID IT and WE KILLED IT, and WE ARE DONE WITH PWWW YAY. As we're the last group of my class to present, my whole class went down after my group's presentation ended, and started to spam pics with each other and was soooo happy hehehe :) After all the mini celebrations, we went to file our GPF with our teacher mentors, and Mrs Toh looked so much younger and radiant all of a sudden, now that PW has come to an end for us, and she no longer has to push us to get our work done HAHAHA. She was really cute and nice that day and it was kinda sad, but we were all really happy that we managed to get through everything together YAYYY
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| Really grateful to have gone through PW with each and everyone of you for things would not have been the same without you guys, and I'm so glad that through the really rough days of PW (especially the week before promos where we were busy completing WR and editing that doc over and over again, sleeping at 2/3am in the morning just for PW - the latest being 5/6am gdi, and basically hardcoring PW when we were supposed to be studying for promos which made me really stressed out cos PW was taking away my time for studying and I cried in school once cos I couldn't take it anymore), you guys were right here by my side supporting me, despite me complaining and showing yall my attitude sometimes cos I was getting really sick and tired of PW, and making it through the journey with you guys so smoothly cos there were little to no fights at all throughout the 8 months that we've been working together HEHE :) And thanks so much guys for understanding and tolerating me, and especially thank you jr for leading and carrying the group so well and sorry for all the times I scolded you and blamed you for all the things you did that you thought was best for the group HAHAHA but thanks for always being ever encouraging and for being rly nice to me even though u bully me a lot more than you're nice to me PFFT HAHAHAHA (you're a rly gr8 leader, but more so a gr8 gr8 friend to me and I shan't say anymore in case you read this and your ego gets boosted TSKK HAHAHA) |
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| Am also vvvv grateful to Mrs Toh who has been guiding us for the past 8 months and even though I complain about her ALOT, I'm really grateful to have her as our teacher cos she is always so tolerant esp with our class since we're always submitting our works late, being late for meetings and rehearsals and stuff, and we never really put PW as our first priority HAHAHAHA |
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| WE DID IT 103 HEHE WOOHOO (!!!) |
FRIDAY. My emotions were on a negative high that day cos it's results day and I was so scared of what the outcome of my results might be even though I studied hard for promos, and have been studying pretty consistently throughout the year. We were gonna be recieveing our result slip that day aka knowing whether or not we promoted, and I was soooo scared that I was gonna retain cos of econs. It honestly scared the shit out of me. Mdm Lim kept trying to reassure us and she kept telling us not to worry, cos she wasn't able to reveal our results until 3.30 that day, and those were the only things she could say to us. Mdm Lim our cutie FT treated us to pizza and daily scoop ice cream that day and we talked to her about our results and she refused to tell us anything, and she just told me "don't worry we will ALL be in the audi" and gave me this reassuring look, and I felt a flicker of hope light up in me even though it died down as quickly as it lighted up cos I didn't dare to hope for anything, and was just expecting the worst. (People who stayed in the audi when the result slip was being given out are promoted, people who left to LT3 were conditionally advanced, while people who left to LT4 retained.)
As the time ticked closer and closer to 3.30, my heart started pumping faster and clenching harder, and I felt like it was gonna burst. I didn't even wanna talk to anyone and was just texting felicia all the way, and I felt like I was gonna burst into a panic attack cos I was finding it harder and harder to breathe, and I was gonna cry. In the audi, even before the VP started talking to us, I saw someone crying, and I just freaked out and I just started to cry non stop too and I was so scared. Mdm Lim saw me and was like "huh aiyo the results also not given out yet then u need tissue alr arh!" and I tried to laugh but I couldn't react cos I was soooo scared. Finally, the VP stopped talking and passed the time to the FTs. When he did, all the teachers in the audi started walking around with the result slips in their hands, and suddenly a lot of people stood up and started leaving the audi, it was a whirlwind. I turned to look at Mdm Lim and unlike the other FTs, she was still sitting in her chair and I was really confused. She only started walking to the front of our class after a while, and she looked at all of us, and told us "you all promoted" with a huge ass smile on her face and I was so relieved, I started crying more cos my hardwork paid off. (I started crying more cos of another reason too but that shall be left unsaid here but I'm really glad that everything's okay now (!!!) )
Even though my results aren't exactly desirable, and I didn't feel thrilled or happy, I was really relieved, and it made me feel a even bigger urge to work hard especially since A's are in exactly a year's time (!!!) I'm really grateful to my class and so so proud of all of us cos it's so rare that a whole class actually manages to promote together in YJ. Mdm Lim was so cute afterwards cos she told us "why do you all think I treated u all to dominoes pizza and ice cream?" HAHAHAHAHA GDI WE REALLY THOUGHT IT'S COS IT'S HER LAST MEAL WITH US SINCE SHE'S PREGNANT AND WON'T BE OUR FT ANYMORE NEXT YEAR OMG HAHAHA but speaking of which, I'm really gonna miss Mdm Lim next year cos she's the BEST, and the most understanding CT I have ever met, and I am beyond grateful to her cos pre-promos, she was right there to encourage all of us, and she kept telling my class to help each other out and to support each other. And I'm also really grateful to my class, cos really without them, this year would not have been the same. We've had our fair share of ups and downs, but I'm still thankful for everything and everyone *virtual hugs everyone* HEHE :))) Someone once asked me when they saw my class hoodie awhile back "wow your whole class is sure that all of you will promote?" and I told him "yeah" at that time and I'M REALLY PROUD TO SAY THAT WE ALL DID IT AND I PROVED HIM RIGHT YASSSS. GR8 JOB EVERYONE HEHE and let's work hard together for A's and make the best out of our 2 years together!!
This hols shall be one of not only fun, but also of revision and consistent work cos A's is only a year away, and it is never too early to start being consistent, and to start working hard (!!!!!!)
And with that, I shall end off my blog post (I can now play without always feeling this sense of uneasiness in my heart HAHAHA) so till thennn hehe :)
